After I recovered, I was taking light sips of my tea, the lemon was rotten so I have to throw the tea away and make another one.
So, I was wondering about it and all I know was that the poison I injected into myself was NOT good…
… that poison isn’t what you’re thinking, it was all inside my head.
That day was somewhere in past where my memory was very bright, because I was worrying and overthinking it…
It was the time I realized that I have changed completely. And I don’t like that change, my productivity dropped, my creativity got wiped out… my brain was a child and my worries were the wiper of creativity and productivity.
It turns out that I was in the grey zone. The old productive Wayne Harrel was sick and need care… yet no one can help him out of there…
I was worrying about things that were not real and may not happen in future if I don’t take speedy actions. I developed an irrational fear.
Most people in the world, especially in developed nations, develop several types of irrational fears. These fears are not happening, and they will not do any harm to you, you do harm to yourself by assuming that these fears are real. You have to detoxify yourself in an order to move a step ahead.
I was thinking of visiting a psychologist and so I did. He told me to sit down on a chair sorta thing which was definitely not comfortable. He asked me several questions and told me the obvious – that your fears are irrational and anxiety is not worth worrying. I must let them go.
And then he prescribed me some drugs and mild dosage of Prozac® and sent me home. I didn’t bought the prescription because I thought it was all in my head.
I wasn’t sick, it was the negative pattern of thoughts that put me into grey zone and changed my mindset.
I said to myself that – I’m not taking that shit!
I got an idea …only because I was aware of my condition.
If only I can reverse engineer it all, I can go back to normal and become more powerful than ever…
So that’s what I did.
See, life is deception in the current world.
There is a reason why there is a lot of negativity all around us. That the reason is because YOU’RE LOOKING FOR IT.
Every time you engage in negative gossip
Every time you watch some negative general news
Every time you backbite
Every time you watch crap on the idiot box
Every time you ACCEPT negativity… You inject the poison into yourself.
I believe there is a lot of positivity in the world.
Well, technically these times are better than all that existed before.
Think about it. People live longer than ever.
My friend Brandon told me that – Fifty years ago one of the biggest problems facing humanity was starvation and malnutrition. Today we still have it, but in nearly 100% of the situations that we do it is as a result of political corruption – and we live in a time now that we see OBESITY and Diabetic conditions creating as big of a problem as lack of food. Crazy!!! In the entire history of the world – you could have never convinced people that one of the biggest problems facing humanity would be TOO MUCH FOOD -even in the developed world folks would have thought you had positively lost your friggin mind.
The point is that you “should” know when the deception of the world is taking place.
I believe that possibilities are super endless. I’m able to help people, connect with awesome people, create value and distribute it without spending a ton of money.
Thanks to the internet.
Vaccines, antibiotics, refrigeration, modern agriculture, MRI, CAT scans, X-Ray Imaging, anti-viral medication, organ transplants, water purification and stem cells etc etc…
The scientific world has increased average life expectancy from 25 years to 75 years. The scientific world has reduced infant mortality rates. The scientific world has made it possible for you to survive previously incurable diseases. You are living off the scientific world’s achievements.
And we will move forward, much ahead than where our current imagination takes us
In past years, I’ve got some of the biggest realizations of my life from my panic attacks and anxiety, they were like LSD for me. I tried to cope from them by educating myself and realized how our brain is not compatible for the current world. If we can understand this reality and educate ourselves about wealth and human behavior, we can literally change our reality. Education is a tool and mindset is our most valuable asset, that can be attained from it.
Just by being aware, you can change yourself.
When you grow up, you’re told that things aren’t that easy. You have to live up towards the values, but who made those values?
Steve describes it best here:
In this New Year whether you make any resolutions or not, it just doesn’t matter.
Here is why:
There are important things than resolutions.
And the only thing I want you to do is to develop a new mindset and detox your brain.
Change your language pattern.
Be more aware.
Invest in mindset
Develop and master skills that can serve you your whole life.
And… make a difference.
Make each and every day… count.
Because I know how it feels when you have limited time.
We all have limited time, but people behave differently when they know they only have 5 years than those who believe who have 50 years to live.
There is no time to waste because you have to create moments.
You never know if you only got 1 year to live.
Maybe you die in 2013 from “anything.” This isn’t really exciting, right?
Sorry to say that, but it’s quite true.
You never “have” time.
You’re living on nature’s absolution.
I’m not saying leave your faith in things, but I want you to believe more in life.
T. Harv Eker used to say this in his events:
“raise a hand tomorrow! Try it… Just do it! Use your power and everything you go…
… you cannot raise a hand tomorrow or yesterday because it JUST DOESN’T EXIST!”
He is damn right.
There is no New Year – which comes every year you’re alive or past – which is over.
There is only present and day of man’s salvation is NOW. Tomorrow doesn’t exist. You may or may not be in it… you never know.
This is the reason why I’m being brutally honest here.
The New Year’s ghost comes inside us, every year. We make some plans and resolutions that 90% of us won’t achieve. We pledge about something that 90% of time doesn’t happen. It looks like this New Year’s ghost is the deception – that you need to make resolutions and it is a “must”…
..but why not? We celebrate new years regardless of our religion and race. We celebrate the Julian calendar’s New Year which is based on pagan philosophy. The same philosophy hated and disgusted by people of middle age, but it is also true that it was better than new religions according to some people.
Your new year begins when you do the following and reinvent yourself…
Otherwise its same ole’ summer, same spring and same ole’ fall
Its same ole’ job, same celebrations and same “variety”
It’s like living in a pattern. Like a cycle.
Why not break this pattern this year? Have some real variety?
The End of The World
2012 is also regarded as the end of the world, especially hyped by the movie “2012” and of course the general news. Another negative news gossip and irresponsibility of media…
Oh! Wow! Why am I not surprised???
Here is the reality:
The Mayans are the same group of people who believe in weird things, eat human flesh and enjoy the person who is tearing a human heart apart as a part of sacrifices like they are watching some sort of porn.
Did I forgot to mention that they do it with family?
Also they never said that world’s gonna end. It’s just their calendar is restarting.
The world has been through worst.
Sunami, solar flares, ice age, tectonic shifts and beiber fever.
So, let’s cut to the chase.
This year is gonna be same pattern of your life, nothing changes and you don’t even know whether it’s your last year or you’ve got 60 more years. I hope you’ve got 80 more years but who knows, right?
So, make sure you execute the following:
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- Detox your brain.
- Change your language pattern.
- Break habits.
- Be more aware.
- Invest in mindset
- Develop and master skills that can serve you your whole life.
- And… make a difference in someone’s life.
- Make each and every day COUNT.
I hope this New Year and forever, you prosper and live on, create moments that matter to all of us – you, me and people.
When someone says see ya next year on 31st, it kinda feel both sad and exciting, but when someone says see ya tomorrow it feels normal, but again, that’s just me. Another year went and nothing super special, in 2011, I started a whole new business that quite worked out for me, made new several friends and created moments that I’ll remember till I die.
That’s just my life, but there were special moments around the world, someone gone down while someone rose.
I can’t help but to share this quote:
[blockquote align=”center”]You and I have memories longer than the road that stretches out ahead… – The Beatles.[/blockquote]
It’s time to welcome 2012 and wish that we create new moments that are worth remembering.
Happy New Year
P.S. – Oh Wow! Oh Wow! Oh Wow! how can forget that! Death has made the room for the new generation and the person who created a path left this planet.